Thursday, June 18, 2009

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

New Apartment......I hope.


I've been thinking of leaving my house ang getting a apartment by myself closer to the city.
its boring living here, nothing exiting ever happens. when I move I will be alone.
just the way I like it unless I prefer having some company *wink wink*.
I would love it, an apartment all to myself, wake up whenever I want,
sleep whenever I want, play music as loud as I want. oh the wonders of me having
everything to myself. Peace And Quiet.
gonna have a great time waking up in the morning and opening my window and looking out
to see whatever I have to see (dont know since I dont have the place yet)
anyways I'll have my laptop and clothes, a few stuff ive picked up along the way (ie: furniture).
it will be great.
something like this would be good.


[Ankoku=Darkness]

Monday, June 15, 2009

Rooftop Garden Apartment

I would freaking love a rooftop garden apartment.
It would me freaking amzaing.
I have a secret thing about being on the roof and growing preety gourgeous plants.
I like growing plants.
Just chilling on my roof, while friends come over to chill with me.
Even parties on my roof.
Small grill and patio with a patch of grass floor to chill on.
It would be amazing. the party, food, drinks, friends, music, and plants. lol.
and my apartment would also have some great lighting, especially when the suns out.
nice futons and carpet or maybe wood floors.
big flat screen on the wall with surround sound all over for the radio (even in the bathroom).
and a bunch of randoms from Craigslist and Urban Outfitters.
the ultimate chill setting.
( in picture the famous kesh very, very, sexy kesh)


[Ankoku=Darkness]

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Dark


The Dark
i love it
i feel it
i want to embrace it
i am it
the blinding dark
feels good on my skin
black
nothing-ness
like the cold of space
no sign of light or existance
exile from reality
drifting in your conscience
everything lost
but the mind
it speaks
but you hear nothing
because the dark keeps its secrets
untouchable
Darkness


The Killers- Goodnight, and Travel Well
[Ankoku=Darkness]

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Bro Rape

Friday, June 5, 2009

not so good

Thats how life kinda is right now. i have nothing... absolutely nothing to do here. i wish i could just leave but i cant. its just so annoying. nobody to hang out with, i just stay inside all day with nothing to do just stay at home and watch t.v. or stay online all day. when i do go out its for a job and thats to no sucess. fuckin worl wont let me get a simple job (fucking recession). i have to sit through 4 years of this shit. im really tired of it. i want to just leave and never come back. i wouldnt consider anyone coming to live here unless, they were super rich or some shit. its not worth it at all.
all this fucking annoying shit. i fee my life is wasting here. maybe if some of my friends came over here to visit that i would even bother going places. and my fam is paying out the ass for school. its really a waste. skating or music isnt enough.

i need to leave.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

New Movies



Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

best cartoon ever

The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
the show in itself is freakin comedy
and if you actually pay attention you will learn that
its not a kid show at all
lol
they hide it so well
when I first started to notice I thought it was a coincidence but
I was proved wrong.
fucking hilarious show.